it's not a big deal. 
he closed his eyes immediately after, 
a case dismissed in his mind.
and then the veil tore.
i built him up to be a fictional character in my mind
free of blemish or trace of ill intent.  
worthy of being loved. 
worthy of being forgiven. 
but for the first time in a long time,
i realized i loved someone more.
all the good things i wanted to be for him,
blinded me of all the bad things i wanted for myself.
and then the veil tore. 
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