16 December 2019

to see

it's not a big deal. 

he closed his eyes immediately after, 
a case dismissed in his mind.

and then the veil tore.

i built him up to be a fictional character in my mind
free of blemish or trace of ill intent.  

worthy of being loved. 
worthy of being forgiven. 

but for the first time in a long time,
i realized i loved someone more.

all the good things i wanted to be for him,
blinded me of all the bad things i wanted for myself.

and then the veil tore. 

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