dweeb

you know that feeling of losing something that was never really yours, but you really treasured it anyways? or wanting something permanently that isn't meant to be held onto or else it'd lose it's value? it's not really being sad, you just long for it regardless of how the amount of time you've spent apart from it. you can't call out and try to reign it in because it isn't in your jurisdiction or power to do so.. plus, it wouldn't oblige because it'd be unable to understand why.. but you feel like if you looked at it, and it looked back at you, it'd understand and come back by choice. there's a connection that's intangible, but very much real and reciprocated. if i wandered, it'd approach slowly.. and similarly, if it were to stray, i'd inch closer as well. we wouldn't have to be close, we just don't want to lose sight of each other in case we forget our way back.