cafecito organico

"unless it's mad, passionate, extraordinary love, it's a waste of time. there are too many mediocre things in life. love shouldn't be one of them." 

i thought my heart was broken before, but turns out, it's working just fine. love is something you have to take chances on. there's no guarantee, no warranty, no refund. it's more of an impulse. it happens, then you deal with the consequences later. if the consequences aren't worth the initial cost, leave. don't waste more than you've already spent and continue to let your value depreciate. if it's something worth investing in, stick it through even if you're not making it big yet. one of the sure components to succeeding in life, i think, is to stand by your decisions indefinitely. likewise in love, stay true to what you feel is best for you. don't let others sway your heart's calling. you can't outwit it. if you find and love the right one, it'll make sense, it'll work, even when everything else seems to fall apart.  

i've had some internal struggles lately, as it's near approaching a milestone in my relationship, but i think i've finally figured it out. there's no process, solution, or resolution to having it all. it's more of a tag team duo-- what he lacks, i make up for. what i lack, he makes up for. he's busy, i'm busy, i struggle, and he struggles.. but we always count on each other. it's not what he does, what he says, that makes me love him. it's his state of being. his presence is my comfort. he shows me, reminds me, proves to me constantly, that the amount of crazy i am for him is equal to the amount of crazy he is for me. i can confidently say that i've never been in love before this love. at the time, i thought it was real.. but at the time, i was loving out of innocence, out of absence, or out of boredom. now i'm loving for real.