i hope i never see you again
not because i don't love you
but because i'm afraid that i do
and i'm scared
that the moment
i see you
the spark
in my chest
will call for you
and most of all
i'm afraid of what'd happened
if it does not, because then
what would i have of you?
and so i hold onto
the thought of us
and the memory of you
because it's all that i've got of me
and it's all that i've got of you