Reader's Disclaimer: Just a rant to self.
There's something seriously wrong with your life if you go by each day, grasping the thought of, "I can't wait for this to be over."
Monday goes by,
Tuesday goes by,
Wednesday goes by,
Thursday goes by.
Then on Friday when there is really, nothing I HAVE to do, I can't help but to worry about the following Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, and Thursdays going by. It's like my life is a film controlled by a remote with only a fast forward and play button.
This never ending cycle of relentless busy work and fake smiles is turning me into someone I know I'm not. Despite the fact that I dread the thought of growing up and being in control of my own future, I know that this isn't the way it should be. Maybe I should just drop out of everything and find out what I really want to do with my life-- what I'm passionate about, what I love, and what I can do without the fear of ever getting tired of.
Thoughts.
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