finale

cliche, but...
the end of anything is never really the end,
it's always the beginning of a new chapter.

in terms of relationships,
i'd say i've had my fair share of lessons.
fair share of tears shed, heart breaks, and insanity.

figuratively speaking: i saw a really expensive shirt on sale for a measly amount, but i knew it wouldn't fit me. it just wasn't made for me. but i bought it anyways because i knew it would be worth it. i bought it anyways because i'd be proud having something so valuable. simply, i bought it because i foolishly believed that the value of the shirt could fool me into falling in love with it, just because it was mine. i bought it. and it went to waste. the measly amount now seems abundant.

and so now, i am beginning a new chapter of my life. one where i can look for a shirt that is not too much, but just right for me. one that is valuable only when i love it. one that is perfect.

Guard your heart, wellspring of life ya'll.
cause when your hearts caught off guard, it'll fuck your life up.
CMDZOU