#notetoself// it is 7 AM and i have been at school since 8 PM. finals week is hectic, but i can't wait til summer is here. and until it is time for my religions final, i will blog.
hm.. i haven't blogged in awhile, actually, i haven't been able to breathe in awhile.
it's a never ending cycle of school and work, really.
not that i mind, i like keeping myself busy, before my brain goes haywire.
but here are a few things that have changed since i've last blogged!
1) i got my braces off. and let me tell you, i can't smile to save my life now. i've been so used to the ":I" close-lipped, smirk, that now when i smile, it looks like i am opening my mouth for a dentist to proceed onward with an oral checkup. but i don't care. i have missed smiling. I smile all the time. Smiling makes me happy.
2) I am a vegetarian. Sort-of. I haven't eaten meat for three months, but i broke the fast this Saturday because Paul's family invited me out to dinner for his birthday. So i ate meat. I have been throwing up since Saturday. Who would've known that 3 months would make your tummy hate protein? looks like i'll be on my veggie diet for longer than i had anticipated. I don't like throwing up. period.
3) I fell in love. Again. I know my previous posts from a year ago made it seem like i was out to hate mankind, but i found a keeper. His name is paul. Again. and he makes me feel like the most beautiful, most loved, and most lucky girl in the whole wide world. Even though sometimes i let my insecurities get the best of me, he is always there to swoop me right off my feet again. And lemme tell you, he is a cutie.
4) I have a new job! I usually private tutor/teach middle school kids, but I started tutoring my first kindergarten baby a few months ago. His name is Andrew, and he melts my heart. He says the sweetest things to me, and it makes me change my mind about not wanting to have kids ever. Eh, not really.. Well, at least i'm considering it now :)He really teaches me patience and kindness. I am an extremely rushed person. I want things to happen, BAM BAM BAM, but he teaches me to slow down and work on my character. I've been considering changing my major to education. The little suckers are starting to impact my life...
5) My grandmother(s) are in the hospital. My dad's mom is miraculously recovering form a stroke, and PTL. the progress she has made is unbelievable. I am so proud of her. She is fighting to get better, and I know she's doing it for us because she doesn't want to be a burden to us. Bless her soul, really. My mom's mom, however, has been suffering from arthritis for over 50 years, and recently, it has gotten so painful that she has to go to the hospital. She's in taiwan, and i can't help her, but i am really praying hard :( Life is so short, live it up. Tell the people you love that you love them every chance that you have, because you never know..
That is all. The library is open now, time to finish studying!
I will have eyebags for days,
and my hair is a mess.
CMDZOU
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