when people have a bad habit and are trying break it,
there are many times where they can't help but to have withdrawals.
withdrawals that absolutely consume every ounce of their being,
and naturally, they fall back to old ways-- often times, going overboard.
indulging at the moment is the best feeling in the world:
it's sweet, it's simple, it's satisfying.
So here's my problem..
love drunk, i am love drunk.
i went to bed feeling too much,
and woke up feeling the aftermath.
Sadly, i'm not even concerned about myself.
I'm not even concerned about how i'm feeling, what i'm going to do,
I find myself in the same never ending cycle of caring for someone who has never returned the deed, never felt my hurt, and never understood that when love was staring him right in the eye, he let a good thing go.
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