my three cents

everyone has a weakness, but not everyone chooses to let their weakness make an appearance. everyone sees tolerance as a blessing, but i say, to hell with that! i am not tolerant, not because i cannot be, but because i choose not to be. why bother being okay on the outside if your insides are eating you up alive? idiots think tolerance is a sign of growing up, where you don't let the little things get under your skin*. that's the type of bullshit people choose to tell themselves when they're afraid to make change.. but alas! change is constant and change is certain. suppressing emotions is impossible and attempting to do so will lead to unsuccessful results. your overwhelming feelings will either #1, blow up in your face and make you hate yourself for wasting so much time pretending to be okay or #2, chain you to a very unhappy life where you never get what you want.. or maybe you are heartless, emotionless, and completely self- reliant.. in which case, none of this applies to you so just don't bother reading the rest of this. spare yourself.

so next time something pisses you off, yell about it. don't be passive aggressive about things worth being aggressive over. (i do not promote violence, however i do promote self- expression.. and if that means getting rowdy, ha. -no sarcasm-) let other people know what you want or don't want. if you're sad, mourn and sulk. it's part of the healing process. if you can't find comfort in anyone else, seek it in yourself. if you dig deep enough, you'll find exactly what you're looking for. if you're happy, do it for your own sake, not for anyone else to see. if you want to sing at the top of your lungs and run around beating your chest, do it.

so go on and do what you want, even if that means everyone thinks you're a little crazy. go on and do what you want, even if that means even you think you're a little crazy. everyone owes it to themselves to get a little crazy now and then! and for those of you pretentious cowards sitting prim and proper, you probably wish you had it in you to be a little crazy too. 

*rule: it isn't a "little" thing if you know it'll bother you every time it happens.