Everything is beautiful, but beautiful isn't everything.
I struggle terribly with a certain degree of body dysmorphic disorder. I hate that I see beauty in everything, and everyone around me, but I can't find it within myself. I don't know if there is a link between internal and external beauty, but either way, I have never been able to conquer my feelings of inferiority and self consciousness. Always being told that it's all "mind over matter" makes the matter worse, because my mind is even more fucked up than the rest of me.
I just want to be perfect.
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